and now for something com....

i dont know whats in the air
but im having strong feelings of conservatism
or is it apathy
i dunno
maybe maturity is knocking
maybe responsibility
maybe me.

Coming out?

It's an interesting sensation I must say. Telling someone you're fascinated with sternutation. It's also an interesting sensation when you're fearful of telling someone because of their reaction. Whatever your secret be: religious affiliation, sexual orientation, dirty little secrets, political beliefs...that feeling of beign afraid to tell who you really are...it's not pleasureable in the least.

It's really hard to explain because this like is so unique. A lot of people have questioned if sternutation is a full blown fetish, or rather just a turn on? A spark to lead on to bigger and better things? It had me thinking..

I absolutely love watching sternutation in action, but yet the thought is not to great if during sex; my mind is clearly on my mate and away from her face. Seeing a naked body is stimulating, yet one short example of sternutation can fully awaken me even from a deep sleep. So I dunno...maybe with me it is just the spark of the match.

Or I could really have a nose fetish instead.

Regardless, there is nothing more relaxing than being able to tell someone that understands and doesn't think less of you for it. Problem is, those are few and far between the idiots that refuse to get it.

Oh well, I look forward to reading the next newsworthy post on our little interest.

I gave up on drama a long time ago

...ever since SFO got spammed by a hacker comedy website. Back then in the days of one forum fights were rampant. Once time I tried posting to keep the peace mentioning my past of running the first website which basically helped bring everyone there.

One person just lashed at me for having an inflated ego. Maybe it was in my wording but, damn, try to help keep the peace and you get your head bitten off. *shrug*

that's why I tend to just stay on the outside and look in.

Althouhg I still would love to know who that giant fugly bitch was...heh

Does an angel get their wings when a web page dies for good?

Oct 26th.

that's the day geocities closes up shop for good...which will kill SFO for good. I mean not that I even used it as the webpage anymore; I actually killed it back in 2001 because I never got nearly as much attention from the community than others..but then I remembered I have a disease called a Y-chromosome that takes you out of the majority since fatishes are male dominated anyway...hahah

but really...it's more the address www.geocities.com/southbeach/boardwalk/8296/...do you even remember when we had web addresses showing the directories like that? I'm more meloncholy about losing the address more than anything.

but then again you kinda knew at the time something like a free website would never last sonce supply and demand took over. I could switch it to pais hosting for $5 a month...but that really puts too much of the real me out there...and sternutation is far too taboo right now for that.

So i'll honor it's passing...12+years is a true lifetime on the internet.